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Time passes by so fast when we're having fun.. sigh.. my baby left already after just 3 weeks plus he got back from offshore :( now he's on a plane flying off.. i guess he'd be back only by next year.. i miss him terribly.. sleeping now on my bed feels so different coz he's not here hugging me to sleep *tears rolling down my cheek* he's not here to keep me warm, to take shower, eat, sleep and etc.. he's just not here anymore :'(
How i wish that he doesn't have to go.. i'd give up EVERYTHING just to have him here with me.. now.. i just don't know how to go through this.. i know i've to be strong but... it's just too hard.. at least for now..
I should be hitting the bed now.. will try to get some sleep while hugging his t-shirt.. please come back soon.. i LOVE you
At last on 05th November 2006, i went for my 1st EVER manicure session.. thank you baby for pickign up the tab :) i was at Sunway Pyramid when i broke my pinky finger nail.. i've been waiting for my nails to grow long so i can go for a manicure.. so when my nail broke, i was devastated.. at once, i asked my baby to take me for a manicure.. of all the manicures, i chose a french manicure.. mostly all celebrities will go for this.. it gives a very natural look to the nails..Below are some pictures which are taken by my baby :-
This is a nail cutter.. cool, eh?
Then the manicurist files my nails :) that swift movement.. whoa..
There she is! my manicurist.. so attentive.. i likeeeeeeeeee...
That's me!! first time my nails being pampered.. lol..
Now she's gently pushing back cuticles using a rubber hoof stick.. it's not painful BUT my baby said it looks painful to him.. silly baby *hugz*
After putting a layer of base coat, 2 layers of pinkish paint and another 2 layers of the white strip, she finally finished it off with a coat of translucent shell-pink polish over the entire nail to seal the whitened tip and complete the look :)
There! it's finished!! are my nails pretty? see the small lil fan? it's to blow dry my 6 layers of coat on my nails..
I was a very satisfied customer that day.. hehe..
The end product was VERY magnificent.. do you agree?
If anyone wants to do your own french manicure, click here
So, after the manicure my baby drove us home.. we packed as fast as we can and headed to Penang.. we spent 2 nights at Penang.. my baby took me back to his home to meet his BIG family :) i must admit that i was VERY nervous as i was meeting them for the 1st time.. but soon, i got comfortable with them as they're very nice people..
On 07th November 2006, my baby drove us home.. we arrived quite late at home.. my poor baby.. was driving the whole night but then you had 'fun', right? hehe.. on 10th November 2006 was our BIG day and it changed our lives :) i LOVE you, my baby..
Finally my baby bought a home theater system (BOSE Lifestyle® 48 Home Entertainment System and DVD Player Surround Sound System) for our lovely condo.. yay! hehe.. it does costed my baby a bomb BUT it's ALL worth it :)
Thanks justin, for the full demo at your place yesterday night ANd you've to stay back late for us.. but then it was a nice surprise to see -Fatality- there as well..
Here's a picture of what my baby bought :-
Isn't it nice? the speakers are so cute.. hehe.. can't wait to install it at our lovely place :)
On 18th Oct, my baby FINALLY got off from his ship.. 6 weeks stuck on the ship with ALL the guys.. phew! he got off the ship by chopper around afternoon.. by 12midnight, he was already back in penang, Malaysia.. haha.. took a shower and rested for awhile.. by 2am-ish, he was already driving down to KL to meet me! i couldn't sleep while waiting for my baby to arrive.. it took him bout 3 blardy long hours to arrive KL..
When i heard my baby's car around the corner of my block, i quickly un-locked the door and went to the window to see him.. 6 weeks seems like 6 BLARDY years to us.. he parked his car and came up to my place.. i thought i'd cry when i see him BUT i was too happy to say or do anything.. he dropped his bag and we hugged and kissed! it was so surreal.. to see my baby again and to hug him after for so long.. i almost forgot how good looking my baby is.. hehe..
Anyway, my baby took me shopping and watched ALL the movies i've ever wanted to watch.. okay okay.. just 2 movies for now.. Open Season and Operation Undercover (his first EVER chinese movie he watched on his entire life!).. we gonna watch The Prestige one day.. hehe.. i think it would be a nice movie.. oh oh.. my baby booked a black 80G Ipod for me when we were at 1Utama 2 dayz ago! wohoooo! now i can store ALL my mp3s and pictures of us on the ipod.. my baby bought Adidas shoes for him AND me as well! hehe..
Here's a picture of our Adidas shoes:-
The black one is my baby's shoe.. with bits and pieces of carbon fiber here and there.. hehe.. and mine is obviously the white one..
Okay, here's a close up of the cf on the back of the shoe.. can you see it?
Here's another one at the side.. still can't see it? click on the pictures to enlarge it, DUH! lol...
And we've trip plans soon.. to JB (Johor), SG (Singapore), Penang, Genting and maybe Aussie (if there's time, before my baby going off... again!).. so much to do, so little time.. sigh......... time passes by so fast when my baby's around.. it's been 6 days already he's here.. just a blink of an eye..
I'm just so HAPPY being with him.. and he'd take me anywhere, do anything and would buy me anything that i want.. but of course, when we do actually go shopping, i can't find anything nice i'd want to buy! lol.. i guess one of the reason my baby loves me so much coz i hardly splash on something TOTALLY un-necessary.. like bags, facial products, make-ups and so on.. oh oh, finally my baby saw the jewelleries i bought at Tous.. the small box is a pair of diamond earring and the bigger box is a necklace with a diamond teddy pendent.. both of it costed me rm 6k+.. yeah.. my savings had gone most of it.. haha but then it's ALL worth it.. i feel satisfied.. spending my own money on something i LOVE!
Okay, i gotta go and wake my baby up.. he's still zzzzzzz-ing and it's 2.05pm! late lunch again.. would blog more when i have time AND more pictures :)
Happy 2nd Month Anniversary baby! *jumping with joy* i hope you like the e-card i sent to you by Hallmark.. hehe..
It's just a simple card but i think it's meaningful :) with the message i wrote there for you.. I LOVE YOU!! *muacks muacks*
Yeah, it's DAMN contradicting for sure! during this festive month, mostly people are flocking home.. either by public transportations (bus, KTM, plane) OR CAR!
I thought our government has always been encouraging us, the people to car pool or take public transportation.. coz they seems like wanted to help to reduce traffics.. so what they did? they provided MORE buses! more buses means more traffic.. what were they thinking? yea we do have more highways.. shorten our journeys BUT is it sufficient and effective enough? no i don't think so.. our government is cashing in on ALL the tolls.. oh, and with paying less than RM300 for a Proton, i'm sure the traffics will be 'reduced' *sarcastic* as you can see, some families have more cars than they ever needed.. example my neighbour.. he owns 2 volks and 1 van for himself.. then his son has an old nissan and his daughter a kenari.. WTF!
All i'm saying is, our government wants us to car pool or take more public transportation BUT why do they ALSO encourage people to buy Protons or Nazas OR Peroduas? yeah i know it's NATIONAL cars but do they have to lower the price so low til ALMOST everyone could afford a car or even more than 1 car and just abandon the public transports? why not just take the buses off the road?! i think it's better as the buses are making the jams worse.. and to even make it even more worse, those bus drivers are CRAZY! PSYCHO! endangering the passengers AND other people on the road..
Okay, i feel so much better now letting this issue off my chest.. it's been awhile.. just ignore my grumbling if it pisses you off.. hahaha!
To my baby,
I think it was summertime when we fell in love.. it was 06.19am, 16th August 2006 when i received a sms from you telling me that you're in love with me and i replied back to you saying that i felt the same way too..
Here i'd like to dedicate a verse and a chorus to my baby from a song :-
Summertime - Beyonce feat P. Diddy
I wanted more than just a man (a man)
I needed a friend (a friend)
Someone i could talk to
someone who really listened
When you touched my hand
the sun got brighter then
Trusting you i closed my eyes
and felt i was in..
It was the summertime
when we fell in love
It was the summertime
when heaven shined on us
It was the summertime
baby there is nothing like the summertime
(summertime)
ooh
When i hold ya
i know that God
set you aside for me
and now
you are my prize
Wanna grow old wit cha
Fill a house wit ya pictures
Have a son for you
a little girl for me
together we'll raise a family
YEAP! tous again.. i just love their teddy bear collection.. oh man, it's simply cute, elegant and pretty.. so today, i bought more things from them BUT this time it's with MY own savings.. yup, u heard me.. MY savings.. not my baby's money.. it's MY hard earn money.. i bought 2 items there.. i was there yesterday and asked them to reserve that 2 items, so today i went there and bought it! keke.. together with my mum..
It's all wrapped up nicely in 2 seperate boxes and it comes together with 3 certs.. hehe.. i can't reveal what they are and how much it cost as my baby isn't here.. i want to give him a surprise of what i bought.. BUT i can say that it's NOT cheap, okay? kekeke..
Here's some photos i took :-
I bought these 2 items today.. the BIG box and the small box.. hehe..
Here's the complete 3 items from tous.. the golden box is the ring.. so can you guess what's in the other 2 boxes, baby? yeah, all items comes with certs :P
Today, after been staying at home for days i'm FINALLY out of my house.. yay! keke..went to Sg. Wang to shop with my aunty.. i think we spent like 3 hours there.. that 3 hours included lunch, shopping and dinner.. hehe..
Okay, as usual i took some self-potraits :p so if anyone dislike my pictures, pls do not scroll down.. you're welcome to just close this window :)
Here's a couple of pictures.. just a couple which means T-W-O only! hehe..
Yeap! it's a white skirt.. bought it at the PDI shop.. it was on SALE! 50% off.. keke.. and yea... i wore slipper to shop :p it's only sg wang, so what the heck.. *eyes rolling*
Nope! i did not buy this top.. why? coz it freaking flatten out my *ahem* completely! oh well, as if i have er... a BIG *ahem* but it's REALLY tight.. maybe coz it's supposed to be like a corset.. i can hardly breathe in that top.. i was grasping for air.. oh man..
First of all, I'd like to dedicate this song to my baby.. i just want him to know that he's REALLY special to me and i LOVE him alot..Ain't No Other Man - Christina Aguilera
Hey!!!!
Do your thing honey!
(Verse: 1)
I could feel it from the start,
Couldn't stand to be apart.
Something ‘bout you caught my eye,
Something moved me deep inside
Don't know what you did boy but you had it and i've been hooked ever since.
(Hook)
I told my mother, my brother, my sister and my friends
Told the others, my lovers, both past and present tense.
That everytime I see you everything starts making sense.
Do your thing honey!
(Chorus)
Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you (to you yeah)
Ain't no other man (ain't no other man) on the planet does what you do
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds(a girl finds) in a blue moon.
You got soul (soul), you got class (class).
You got style, you're a badass- yeah yeah yeah!
Ain't no other man it's true
Ain't no other man but you.
(Verse: 2)
Never thought I'd be alright. No, no, no!
‘Til you came and changed my life. Yeah, yeah, yeah!
What was cloudy now is clear! Yeah, yeah!
You’re the light that I needed.
You got what I want boy, and I want it!
So keep on givin' it up!
(Hook)
Tell your mother, your brother, your sister, and your friends.
Tell the others, your lovers, better not be present tense.
Cause I want everyone to know that you are mine and no one else's!
Ooooh,oh oh!
(Chorus)
Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you (to you yeah)
Ain't no other man (ain't no other man) on the planet does what you do
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds(a girl finds) in a blue moon.
You got soul (soul), you got class (class).
You got style, you're a badass- yeah yeah yeah!
Ain't no other man it's true
Ain't no other man but you.
(Bridge)
Break it down now!
Ain't no other, ain't, ain't no other, (other)!!
Ain't no other, ain't, ain't no other (LOVER)!
Ain't no other, I, I, I need no other!
Ain't no other man but you!
Ohhhh!
You are there when I’m a mess
Talked me down from every ledge
Gave me strength boy you’re the best
You’re the only one who’s ever passed every test
(Chorus)
Ain't no other man (woo), can stand up next to you (next to you)
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do. oh..
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon.
You got soul (yeah), you got class (yeah)
You got style, you're a badass- oh yeah!
Ain't no other man it's true
Ain't no other man but you.
I hope you'd realize by now how much you means to me, baby.. and that i'd always love you *muacks muacks* with all my heart.. now and forever..
Today i bought a lovely red box at Times Square when i was there picking up the repaired helicopter from a toy shop for my baby.. yeah, he broke it.. sigh.. anyway, i actually was looking for a box coz i got something for my baby a few days back when i was shopping at 1Utama with Andrea.. i saw the red box and i fell in love.. it's just sooooooooooooooo kawaii!
Here's a couple pictures of it :-

Here's the box! isn't it cute?
A close up on the cute bear :)
Honestly, i shouldn't even be disclosing these pictures BUT what the hell.. the box is already filled up with goodies for my baby now and the cover is already closed.. i hope my baby would be happy too see what's in there when he opens it.. hehe.. *crossing my fingers*
Today is my LUCKY day!! coz at last i bought the black dress that i wanted :) a few weeks ago, i tried on a pretty black dress from Forever 21 @ 1Utama.. the dress was too small as they only had size S or either it's too big with size L.. i thought there goes my chance of wearing that dress BUT today, i went back to the shop and i found the dress in size M! i was jumping for joy :)
Today is also my ex-colleague, Nurul's b'day.. so i went to have lunch with her and my other 2 ex-colleagues, Faisal and May.. we had a good time chatting for an hour.. hehe.. by 2pm ish, i headed to 1Utama to meet Andrea but she was late for almsot an hour.. sigh.. not her fault though :p shop with her til about 6pm ish and we went to dave's.. as usual i had pasta (linguini in olive oil with smoked pork sausages & mushrooms) and i ordered a mocktail, PussyFoot (orange, lime & pineapple).. after dinner, i said goodbye to Andrea and headed home about 8.30pm ish..
Anyway, here's a picture of me in the black dress :-
Here's a picture of me in black.. what do you think? okay okay, i think with my heels, i'd look better :p
Here's my dedication to you, baby :~
Can't Take My Eyes Off You - The Fugees
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
Pardon the way that I stare.
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak,
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it's real.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay..
This is my baby, russell and i'd like him to know how much he means to me.. he means the WHOLE world to me and he's irreplaceable AND also irresistable! my 'personal' photographer.. hehe.. *wink wink*
Here i'd like to tell the whole world that i LOVE him with ALL my heart and soul.. i know that i've not made the wrong choice to be with him.. Happy 1 month anniversary baby! i hope there'll be many many more months and years to come :) *muacks*
People nowadays are getting so materialistic and money minded.. why? can it buy happiness? yes it can, but is it long term? what happens when one day your flow of cash just gone? would you choose money over happiness with the person you love? my answer would be..... NO!
No any amount of money could buy the love, true sincere love from someone.. what would you get with tons and tons of money BUT you got no one to share with? i simply despise people who are materialistic.. it's just me.. maybe i grew up in a middle income family.. i know money is important BUT not to the extend of i'd change or do whatever it takes to have it.. i know if i do that one day, it's just not me anymore.. i won't be happy and would regret later.. i guess my friends would know me well enough that i'm not materialistic and money minded.. er.... right? hehe..
This is for my baby :-
Love Don't Cost A Thing - Jennifer Lopez @ J.Lo
You think you gotta keep me icedYou knowYou think I'm gonna spend your cashI won'tEven if you were brokeMy love don't cost a thingThink I wanna drive your BenzI don'tIf I wanna floss I've got my ownEven if you were brokeMy love don't cost a thingWhen you rolled up in the EscaladeSaw the dub you gave to the valetKnew that it was game when you looked at mePulling up your sleeve so I could see the Rolley blingSaw you later in the corner boothRaising up a toast so I would notice youBut your heart's a messThink you outta knowDoesn't matter if you're running out of controlAll that matter's isThat you treat me rightGive me all the things I needThat money can't buy yeahWhen I took a chanceThought you'd understandBaby, credit cards aren't romanceSo you're trying to buy what's already yoursWhat I need from is not available in storesSeen a side of you that I really feelDoing way too much, never keep it realIf it doesn't change, gotta hit the roadNow I'm leaving with my keysI've got to goA thing, a thing, a thingYeah, yeah, yeahYou think the money that you've madeCan substitute the time you takeTake the keys into my heartThen you can win my heart, and get what's in my heartI think you need to take some timeTo show me that your love is trueThere's more than dollar signs in youThen you can win my heart, and get what's in my heart
Almost a month ago (18th August 2006), my baby took me to Tous @ Midvalley.. i fell in love with one of the items there.. does anyone know about Tous? Well, as far as i know they have 2 shops.. one at Midvalley, Center Court and another at 1U, Parkson.. they sell jewelleries and bags..Yesterday i got a call from the shop assistant telling me that i can pick up my purchase.. i was like 'Thank God! at last... sigh.. after almost a month'.. so today i went to Midvalley and had lunch there.. after that i dropped by Tous and got my 'stuff' :)
Do you want to know what is it? hmmmmmm.... okay, here's some pictures of 'it'.. hehe..
Ta Dah! it's the whole package.. a paper bag, the warranty card (2 years) AND the ring!
A close up of the ring.. can you see the teddy bear?
Can see now? cute right? the teddy bear is on both sides and a diamond in between! :)

Here's another angle of the ring :)
AND here's the warranty card.. see, my name is on it.. it proves that it's mine! muahahaha...
Here i'd like to thank my baby for buying me the ring.. i know it's kinda expensive and yet he bought it for me.. i'd wait for him to come back and wear it for me personally coz after all, it's a commitment ring.. it'd be more meaningful if he could wear it for me.. so at the meantime, it'd stay in the lil golden box.. once again, i LOVE you, baby!! :)
This is for you, baby.. it's how i feel when you're away from me.. baby, please come back to me soon.. or else i'd go crazy..
The Sweetest Sin - Jessica Simpson
Can you imagine us making loveThe way it would feel the first time that we touchCan you think of it the way I dream of itI want you to see it like I'm seeing itIt's a picture of perfectionThe vision of you and IYour lips upon my lips(can you just picture this)Your fingertips on my fingertipsYour skin upon my skinWould be the sweetest sinThat would be the sweetest sin,yeahAll night i lie awakeCuz' it's too much to takeDreaming about the love that we could makeAll day I think of schemesTo get you next to meI want you so bad that i can barely breatheIt's a sign of my obsessionThat I can't stop thinking 'boutYour lips upon my lips(Can you envision it)Temptation I could never resistYour skin upon my skinWould be the sweetest sin, yeahIt would feel so goodTo be so badYou don't know how badI want thatI would do anythingTo feelYour lips upon my lips(can you just picture this)Your fingertips on my fingertips.Your skin upon my skinWould be the sweetest sin, yeah
What A Girl Wants But Most Guys Won't Give/Do...
As what the topic says, my baby did most of it and... some, it haven't happen yet.. but am sure he'd do it no matter what.. when the time is right :)
Here's the list :~
1. Leave her cute text messages (not yet)
2. Kiss her in front of your friends (while clubbing @ Zouk)
3. Trust her over everyone else (YES he does!)
4. Tell her she looks beautiful (everyday, every morning, every night and ALL the time!)
5. Look her into her eyes when you talk to her (Yup he does)
6. Tell her stupid jokes to make her laugh (errrrrr.... think he did)
7. Let her mess with your hair (when we were on bed especially *wink*)
8. Mess with her hair (not messing but smelling it after me washing it)
9. Just walk around with her (at the KLCC park)
10. Include her in all the things you do (yeah, including shower.. hehe..)
11. When she crys do whatever it takes to make her smile (kissing my tears away)
12. Forgive her for her mistakes (think it was once or twice only i made mistakes :p)
13. Look at her like she's the only girl you see (ALL the time)
14. Tickle her even she says stop (yeah yeah)
15. Hold her hand even when you are around your friends (most of the time)
16. When she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her (
never did that & won't do that)
17. Let her fall asleep in your arms (every night)18. Get her mad, then kiss her (don't think he'd do that)19. Tease her & let her tease you back (rarely)20. Stay up with her all night when she's sick (did not happen yet)21. Watch her favourite movie (on our 2nd date)
22. Kiss her forehead (most of the time)23. Giver her the world (he IS pampering me)24. Write her letters (does email count?)25. Let her wear your clothes (not yet :p)26. When she's sad, hang out with her (i'm rarely sad when hes' around!)27. Let her know she's important (EVERYTIME)28. Let her take all the photos of you she wants (especially in the car)
29. Kiss her in the rain (haven't done yet)
30. Call her every night (without fail)
Yup, my baby is the pur-fect guy.. at least to me! and i LOVE him with ALL my heart *muacks*
At last, my baby and his precious ride.. in 6 weeks, he'd be reunited with his precious baby, GTR AND ME! :)