a lil update of myself?

Oh wow, it has been 2 months since the last time i blogged.. well i guess no one really misses my entry :P

Anyways, here i'd like to wish everyone a belated Christmas, belated Happy New Year and for this coming Chinese New Year (for those who are celebrating) to those who aren't.. well.. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

A lil update from my side.. i've been busy working.. work home work home.. the same usual routine.. sigh~ picked back up my workout.. been going to the gym after working.. trying to lose some weight..

And most importantly i did some soul searching.. i finally realise that i've missed out on so much when i was attached.. i've learnt to appreciate time being spent alone, also catching up with old friends whom i've not met for the longest time..

I have too, realise one thing.. which is.. i do not want to have kids.. not that i don't love / like kids.. just that it is a life time commitment.. i like the fact that i can go anywhere i want, just by a snap of a finger.. without worrying if i've pack the diapers, stroller, milk powder, hot water and etc..

I've been through more than what an average girl / woman does.. so i am not in a rush for a commitment OR a relationship which will lead to marriage and kids..

So, i am just taking my sweet time to enjoy the time that i have now.. IF so happens i find a guy that i could really click with and has the same thought of not having kids, then i am willing to take a risk and see how things will go.. for now, i don't believe in marriage.. as to me it is just a piece of paper.. what is important is the honesty and loyalty of the guy.. i don't want to bound anyone with a piece of paper..