dream?

I DO NOT have this 'dream' before i married my bb.. i just do not know why i have it now.. is it becoz i've been thinking about it and worrying about it way TOO much? or is it coz i do not have the confidence in myself?

I've been dreaming that my bb either left me for some other girl OR he tells me that he no longer IN love with me, that he fell OUT of love.. it had happened to me a few times.. i remember that i dreamt it while my bb was sleeping right beside me and hugging me.. that dream woke me up, i was feeling EXTREMELY angry and upset, my heart was beating SO fast AND i wanted to cry.. i ALMOST wanted to slap my bb right across his face BUT then luckily i realize it was a BLARDY dream..

I had that dream again last night.. that my bb told me that he no longer loves me and he's been seeing another girl.. i woke up and THANK GOD, it was JUST a dream..

I just don't know why i have that dream once awhile.. is it becoz i miss my bb too much as he's been away for weeks? or is it an indication to me that it's about time i need my bb's tender loving care?

Anyway, i hope this dream won't come back again..

ps: bb, don't be surprised if 1 day i wake up and slap you for no apparent reason.. it's becoz i was dreaming

You know i love you, bb and i cant' wait to have you back home with me again :) *muacks muacks*