moving on?

I know most of you, readers are wondering how am i doing.. tell you the truth, it still hurts a little bit.. but i know that i gotta move on..

It will be my 30th b'day soon.. in exactly 3 days time.. what better way to celebrate it with a few of my close friends, having dinner and to catch up.. they have been VERY supportive since they got to know about 'the news'.. i've thought of party-ing the night away as well BUT i guess i'm a little too old for that.. hahaha!

Anyway, i've said to myself that i'd not want to date again.. too much heartache.. i just want to enjoy my new found freedom, hook up with guys BUT then again.. i'm NOT that kind of girl =.=

I actually was thinking a few months back, to pop a champagne and to celebrate my singlehood.. no more headaches, no more worries, no more obligations, no more stress, no more tears and etc.. but i know deep down, i'm not that kind of person.. i won't mind going through all that IF it's worth it.. you know what i mean?