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The latest mod which me and my bb did to the Z!! :)For now, i only got 1 picture (before painting) for you guys to feast your eyes on :-
Yea i know.. i'm mean.. muahahaha.. so what do you guys think? nicer than the original kit? :)
ps: i'd post up more pictures once the car is FULLY done up.. just wait and be patient *grin*
I don't know what happened to me.. i got no clue.. i just don't feel like i know myself anymore.. i said things without meaning it and blurting out words without even thinking of the consequences..Alas, i think i'm having a breakdown.. emotion breakdown.. i was being NOT rationale at all.. emotions came first before my senses.. before i knew it, i was upset, angry, depressed, crying and etc.. what is happening to me??I didn't eat much today.. i didn't feel like doing anything or talking to anyone at all.. i was like in my lil own world.. just thinking about things.. things which i've done and regretted so badly..Is it because i'm missing my bb?? is it because we hardly chat online?? is it because we hardly email to each other too?? is it because we didn't spend as much time as we used to when he was back?? is it because he's been away for too long?? OR is it because it's the time of the month?? i don't know..
FYI: some people might say this 'I told you so.. it's better to have your hubby by your side than him always going away to work.. money isn't everything'.. so before you could say anything like that, i'd like to say 'i'm only human.. i can be emotional AND please, everyone has their own reason for doing what they are doing with their life.. so do not make any judgements/conclusions and think that what's BEST for you would be the BEST for everyone'
Maybe i just need a break.. to go somewhere with my bb.. spending quality time together and no one would be able to find us.. the 2 of us.. just me and my bb..
Hopefully in less than 3 weeks, my bb will be back.. i wish time could just fly by.. i just can't bear to be away from my bb for so long.. i miss him terribly.. i tried so hard to be strong and i thought after 2 weeks i finally did it but guess i'm wrong..*S I G H*
ps: my bb has been doing almost 3 trips in a row (egypt - trinidad - egypt).. 12 weeks altogether.. so i think it's norm for me to feel this way??
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to my bb,
Happy birthday to you!!!Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY bb!!! I LOVE YOU!!! *muacks muacks*
It's 10.19pm, 17th January 2008 as i'm typing this.. in less than 2 hours, my bb will turn 27.. hehehe.. don't you feel old, bb?? :PThis will be the 2nd year of not celebrating your b'day with you.. well, what to do.. work is more important.. furthermore, you don't mind not celebrating it, riiiiiiiiiiiiight?? :)
ps: i want to send you an e-card BUT just scared you might not be free to view it or your internet is too slow..