where is my bb??

It's 1.25am here and my bb still hasn't online yet.. i guess he's still sleeping.. he had a tiring journey to US of A.. i'm coping quite well with my bb's absence.. i can't say that i don't miss him coz there's not one single moment that i'd stop thinking about him..

Luckily he's still able to sms me with his track phone which he got from US.. wish he'd be online soon on skype so that i can chat with him.. hearing his voice.. i miss him terribly..

This is what i hug to sleep every night :-


I asked this from him right before he left.. as usual, every time he leaves, i'd have 1 of his shirts.. it makes me feel like he's just right here with me

how much is the doggie in the cage?

1st day my bb not with me *sigh*

Anyway, i went out with my aunty and grandma for lunch at Marché.. i had the half grilled chicken with mushroom sauce.. hehe.. then we went to Harvey Norman as my grandma insisted to buy me something for the new condo.. so i took her there to have a look at the Philips blender.. then she asked me to get more things as the blender was too cheap!! i was like... CHEAP??? it was RM400+!! so i walked around and saw a rice cooker.. from Panasonic.. it's 1.5L.. then she said "get one more" coz she said the rice cooker only cost RM200+.. the last thing i got was a Tefal iron.. steam iron..

WAIT!!! OMG!!! blender, rice cooker and iron... am i now gonna be a FULL TIME housewife??? okay okay... bb, i can do the house work, cook and all BUT i'm not gonna cook everyday.. and i can't come up with 3 dishes and 1 soup every day.. sorry bb..

Besides getting all the stuff for the new condo, i got something for boboie too..


TADAH!! a cage.. i got it coz i can't keep him in my toilet as it's always wet and i know he'd bark if he can't see me or my mum




He's trying to look pitiful.. it doesn't work.. i've to be cold hearted in order to train him.. if not, he'd 'train' me back

~ Bye bb ~

As the clock continues ticking, i know that it's getting nearer and nearer that my bb has to leave.. leaving me behind while he goes off working for our future, our condo AND my car.. i know that if my bb has a choice, he'd want to stay here with me *sigh*

Last night was the last night for us to cuddle and sleep together.. hugging each other to sleep.. he'd be leaving tonight so my bed would be empty without him :'( i do not know how am i gonna sleep coz for the past couple of months we were inseparable.. it's EXTREMELY upsetting whenever i think of this.. thinking that from tomorrow onwards, i'd be doing things alone without my bb..

Anyway, here i'd like to say thank you for ALL of my readers reply on my previous post.. thanks for your concerns and i do appreciate it.. i know it's not that bad to be separated for a few months compare to some which have to be separated for only-god-knows-how-long.. i tried to focus on the things that i can do OR i have to do while my bb is away BUT bear in mind, no matter what i do or go out with anyone in the daytime, by night time i'd still be alone sleeping on my BIG EMPTY king size bed while hugging his t-shirt.. that's when i'd think of my bb.. i hate being alone.. especially alone without my bb..

I hate looking at the time now.. as i know it's ticking away all the precious time that i am spending with my bb.. i hate to say goodbye to my bb.. i hate to kiss and hug him for the last time at the KL Sentral before seeing my bb off.. how i wish he doesn't have to go.. how i wish i could turn back to the time when he just got off from the ERL.. how i wish i could relive every moments that i've ever spent with my bb *closing my eyes and wishing hard*

Who am i kidding? i know that i could NEVER do that.. if only someone invent a teleport... anyone??!!!

sacrifice?

Beware: this is a disturbing post to some people.. don't blame me if you develop teary eye after reading it

Soon it will be 2 months since my bb is back.. but it seems like he just came back yesterday.. the happy times that we spent just passed by so quickly while the times when we spent apart passed by ever so slowly *sigh* now, it is time for my bb to go back to work..

My bb got to know that he'd be leaving between the 20th to 26th this month last week.. i ALWAYS dreaded about this.. i won't want him to go.. one night as we were lying on the bed while hugging, i thought about having to move on with my life without him.. before i knew, tears were rolling down my cheeks.. my bb looked at me, brushed my hair aside and said "don't cry baby.. ".. i hugged him even more tighter and i cried.. this trip will be his 4th trip after we got to know each other.. but still i can't help it not feeling sad that he has to go away for work..

My bb once told me that he's working for our future.. he's working hard so that we could have a comfortable life.. i know that's the reality.. but it's just so hard to make sacrifices.. i know by him going off for work, it'd be a lil closer for me to get my new car, a lil closer for us to save up money for the future and etc..

I know that i have my friends here to keep me company BUT i know too that they can't be there for me all the time.. not on weekdays for sure.. but this time, luckily i have boboie here to keep me company and our new condo and my bb's car to check on.. *thanks bb for buying boboie* he's such a cute and adorable doggie and i promise i'd take good care of him..

Anyway, sorry guys for not putting up any pictures OR for not updating my blog frequently.. i just want to spend as much time as possible with my bb before he goes off for 2 months.. yeah, 2 months = 8 weeks = 56 days.. it will be a long long wait for me.. hopefully.. i mean seriously i do hope and wish time would just fly by and have my bb back in my arms.. this time, at the end of this trip is what i'm looking forward for.. coz by the time my bb is back in mid august, my bb can see some progression on our condo, he can drive his car to pick me up (just like the 1st time he came over to pick me up for our 1st date), take me to 'Out of Africa' (1st place where we had our dinner) AND also it'd be our 1st year anniversary of knowing and meeting each other for the 1st time..

I have things to look forward BUT right now, i can't help feeling sad.. my bb won't be next to me when i wake up in the morning, he won't be there eating with me, won't be there hugging me while watching movie, he won't be here to give me small lil pecks on my cheek and etc.. i'd miss him terribly :'(

Okay, i think i better go now before my tears start rolling down my cheeks.. coz my bb is next to me updating his blog.. i wish i can be strong and not break down every time i think of him going away for work..

To my loving bb,

i want to be strong for you BUT it's just so hard.. i love to see your smile and hear your laughter.. i love to cuddle next to you and smell your shirt.. i love to feel safe whenever you hugged me.. but i won't be able to do that in a couple of days :( i'm sorry for feeling this way EVERYTIME when you have to go.. but here i'd promise you that i'd try.. TRY to be strong and wait for you to come back to me.. i love you bb.. always and forever *muacks*

pets?

When i was much much younger (not that i'm so OLD now), i used to have pets.. my grandma helped me to take care of them.. i had 2 tortoises, a few of the colorful birds and some gold fish.. but then i do not remember how i lost ALL of them! grrrrrrrrr... maybe i was too young to remember :p~

Anyways, after that i've ALWAYS wanted pets again BUT my mum won't allow.. she thinks that it's a hassle AND she's afraid of animals.. she told me that was because she got chased and biten by a dog before when she was younger.. trauma? i guess.. but it ALL changed when boboie was brought back home.. he was SO adorable and cute that my mum couldn't stop carrying him and playing with him! here's the proof to how cute boboie is :-


Before i got boboie, i got a hammie.. his name is rusty.. he's a naughty lil furry fella.. yea yea, he escaped his cage 2wice!! he's smart, eh? heheh..


And finally before i even bought rusty, i had a couple of dwarf hamsters.. my cousin bought them for me BUT all of them DIED!! *sigh* i haven't even name them yet.. hope they RIP at my apartment's playground now.. by right, they have been decomposed by now :(


So, that's ALL the pets that i have and had.. what do you think?

ps: fyi, i do not know what caused my dwarf hamsters to die.. and each time when one of them died, i cried *sigh*

cooking again?

Today when my bb was still fast asleep during the day, i was busy in the kitchen preparing lunch for him.. i got the ingredients from jaya jusco nearby my place.. it was a 5 course lunch.. hehe..

1st : Campbell chicken and mushroom soup
2nd : Mashed potato with mushroom gravy
3rd : Shrimp cocktail
4th : Grilled chicken chop
5th : Linguine with lemon sauce and shrimp

It took me more than 2 hours to prepare, cook and washed the pots and pans.. but it was priceless to see my bb's face when he saw what i cooked!! :)

Here's a picture of a HAPPY family :-


ps: for more pictures AND reviews of my dishes, please proceed to my bb's blog :)

video?

Check this video out.. my bb uploaded it last night :)

where we've gone?

At last me and my bb are back home!! we had a BLAST last few days.. driving ALL the way to Singapore and then to Johor and back to Kuala Lumpur.. we left KL at about 6.15am on friday (01/06/07) and came home about 9pm ish on sunday (03/06/07)..

We went with a couple of friends.. ariff and jane @ drifters @ skyline owners invited us for this trip.. so, thank you to both of you guys for letting us tag along.. hehe..


Group picture! :) but my bb isn't in it coz he's the photographer.. hehe





First day when we arrived at Singapore, we checked into Hotel Windsor.. then we went to have lunch at the cafe downstairs.. it was raining cats and dogs so we all went back to our rooms an slept.. at about 3pm ish, we took a cab to Orchard Rd and spent a few hours walking around..

The next day we checked out from the hotel and went to the old police academy to see ariff drifting.. check this out :-


Ariff was burning some tyres.. he was actually going sideways..






That say was my 1st time ever in a drift car.. ariff warned me saying that i might feel dizzy after that.. OR maybe not.. the car was stable and i was not thrown around.. the bucket seat just wrapped around me nicely.. hearing the tyres screeching and smelling the burnt tyres, was a GREAT experience :)

After the drifting, we drove to Johor.. it was just a couple of hours drive.. benny lead us to our hotel, New York Hotel.. we freshened up and went to Danga Bay for the Japan GT roadshow..


The GT girls @ Aki and Momoyo (in white) from Japan








And here is the FAMOUS Xanavi GT car







ps: for more pictures, please check on my multiply :)

Chinoz on the park?

Yesterday after paying for my car insurance which would be due on 4th june 2007, me and my bb went to klcc.. it was quite late.. think about 4.30pm.. the nearest place to grab a bite was klcc.. we headed to Chinoz for our lunch.. i managed to take some pictures with my lousy 1.3MP camera phone :-


Chinoz on the park @ KLCC











Complimentary bread and butter








My bb's cappuccino..








My 'Sweet Kisses' (strawberry and vanilla syrup AND soda)










This is my bb's chicken, leek and mushroom pie *yummy*






And my fettuccine marinara







Overall, there's nothing much to shout about.. since they renovated the restaurant, they changed their menu a lil.. there's not much food on the menu BUT they do have a long list of drinks for you to choose from.. if you were to ask me if i'd go there again, well.... maybe much much later in the future :p

~ my bb is sick ~

This morning when i woke up to use the bathroom, my bb was awake.. he asked me for a panadol and told me he's sick.. i felt his forehead and he's having a fever!! i quickly went to the kitchen to take 2 tablets Panadol ActivFast for him.. he was shivering under the blanket.. my poor bb.. i felt so helpless.. after an hour or so, his fever went down a bit..

But at 10.30am, i went out with my mum and took boi boi along.. we went to buy some food back home.. as i was driving, i was worried about my bb sleeping at home alone AND feeling sick.. i went to a pharmacy and got him some medicines before going home :-


This is the antibiotic which i got.. he has to take 1 twice a day for 3 days






And i got him some fever/headache tablets






I hope it's not dengue fever *praying*.. my bb got this fever last night after having dinner with my family.. here's some pictures that i took :-


Unique Fisherman is the place we went yesterday.. if i'm not mistaken, they have another outlet at PJ









We had a table outside as it was full inside







A round table for 8









A BIG HUGE aquarium for ALL the different kind of seafood







My bowl of sharkfin with scallop and crabmeat *yummy*








Deep fried fish.. my bb's fav way to cook a fish :)







Fried prawns with soy sauce







Claypot seafood beancurd/tofu







The restaurant pork specialty.. chef recommendation..







Stir fried kai lan








Last but not least, my bb's fav dish.. the sweet and sour pork!






ps: gonna go and check on my bb now..

how short?

Just a few days ago, as my bb were driving home.. we spotted this :-


This porsche was driven by a lady :)







And today my bb went for his 2nd haircut ever since he got back offshore a month ago.. and i secretly took pictures of it.. hehehe..


First she put the cloth around my bb and then she sprayed water to his hair..









Now she's cutting it! this time, his hair is shorter than the previous times he had it cut.. my bb wants to be Jack Bauer, 24.. anyhow, my bb still looks good! :)

4 in the morning?

I really love this song by gwen stefani.. been repeating it on my laptop for an hour now.. in case you do not know what song, here it is :-

And here is the video.. ENJOY!! :)

make up on me?

I just stole this picture from my bb's blog.. nyek nyek nyek.. this is the 1st picture of me with my bb in a formal attire :-






















I've NEVER attended a prom before during my school days or college days.. so i had my 1st ever dance with my bb during his cousin's wedding.. definately A NIGHT TO REMEMBER

name?

Today is my LUCKIEST day EVER!!!! my hubby FINALLY got what i've always wanted... yeap! a DOGGIE!!! although to most people that it's not a BIG deal but to me, it is.. my mum was always afraid of dogs.. she'd jump onto a table if a dog tries to be friendly with her and lick her..

I didn't intend to buy a doggie today.. even my bb said we should get it when he's offshore BUT when we were at the pet shop, there was this SUPER CUTE doggie.. he's born on 26th March 2007 so that makes him less than 2 months old.. oh yea, he's a shih tzu :)

I'm officially a mummy now.. hehe.. my mum is getting attach with this cutesy doggie.. she cleans after him and she likes holding him.. oh yea, we haven't name the lil cutesy doggie yet.. help needed!!!!

ps: no tony, we won't name him PORNO!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr............ pictures update soon.. be patient! ;)

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Ta dah! isn't he SUPER DUPER CUTE??!!! my precious lil doggie.. i hope rusty won't be too jealous.. haha.. for more pictures, click here and i promise more new pictures coming soon!

S500i as MY belated b'day present?

Me and my bb has been browsing phones in penang.. he almost bought me the Sony Ericsson W880i coz i want a slimmer phone.. but then i decided not to buy coz as much as i want a new phone, i don't really fancy the W880i THAT much-ie..

So, i'm back in KL surfing the net while my bb is catching up on his sleep.. i came across a 'OMIGOSH' phone from Sony Ericsson.. SE really kick ass on the design of their phones.. i'm completely in love with this new phone, S500i.. it's such a beauty.. somemore, it matches the color scheme of my blog! how cool is that?!


This is the W880i.. too bad there's no autofocus :(




But this is a stylo mylo phone, S500i :)




But no doubt that the W880i is much more slimmer and lighter than the S500i.. it's approximately 23g lighter.. both has memory card slot AND 2MP camera.. but for style, i'd prefer the S500i.. so, what do you think?

in KL?

Yeap!! i'm B-A-C-K in KL.. hoooooooooooooooray!! in fact, me, my bb and my in-laws arrived yesterday in the evening.. phew! almost 5 hours of driving.. my poor bb.. and my 2 brother in-laws were sleeping in the car.. here's the proof :-


This is Randall.. he was in Hitz Blast Off a couple of years ago..










And this is Ramsey.. just got off from National Service..









Anyways, i just got back from a church wedding at puchong.. my bb's cousin, aaron got married.. later me, my bb and my mum would adjourn to the wedding dinner at 10pm.. i'm kinda nervous as this will be the 1st time my mum meeting my bb's family.. hope everything goes well *fingers crossed*

ps: i'm back in KL also for a shopping spree!! my bb promised that i can buy anything for my belated b'day present.. i just have to swipe my card and he'd pay for it *grinning*

what have i been doing?

I HOPE you guys do actually miss me since i've been MIA (Missing In Action) for quite a long time.. erm... do you??

Anyways, i'm doing fine here.. it's been almost 5 days now since i came to penang with my hubby.. the first few days was the BESTEST days for this penang trip.. coz we drove here with tony and lovegoddess.. we shop eat shop eat shop eat AND swim.. we HAD an excellent time.. but too bad they have to leave so soon :'( they spent 3 days 2 nights with us (me & russ).. we rented an apartment ala hotel @ Paradise Sandy Bay and we got 70% discount off from it (thanks to my mum in-law).. every night we'd hang out at the living hall to chat and laughed at steewpid jokes made by tony :p~

Btw, me and my bb will be heading back to KL tomorrow together with his family coz we have a wedding to attend on saturday.. i won't be able to upload any pictures til i'm back home online using my MacBook.. sorry ya..

But do drop by once awhile for new updates!! :)

6?

Today, 10th May 2007 has been 6 months since i've been legally and officially married to a kind, wonderful, loving, sweet, good looking man.. his name is Russell Westwood.. we celebrated it yesterday night.. he took me to my FAVORITE pasta place, Dave's @ 1Utama and bought tickets for us to watch 'Wild Hogs'..

I'm just ever-so-lucky to be married to my bb.. and to be hs wife, taking care of him means so much to me.. okay, think i'd stop here coz i know i'd be carried away talking about my precious bb.. too mushy mushy for you guys :p~

Anyway, i'd like to wish my bb "HAPPY 6 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!"

ps: as i'm typing this my bb is still sleeping.. he's sooooooooooooooooo cute when he's asleep :)

thursday, friday, saturday and sunday?

Sorry peeps for not updating my blog as frequent as i used to.. hehe.. (people are demanding for updates already)

Anyways, on thursday me and my bb went for the Spiderman 3 show at 1Utama.. we bought tickets for the 3 o'clock show.. i completely forgot that my bb had my camera in his pocket til he took it out and snapped some pictures in the cinema! *a slap on my forehead*


That's me on the comfy GOLD class sofa :)








My legs and my bb's legs on the right.. hehe..







And as most people knew, me and my bb went to have lunch with lovegodess and justin on friday.. think i won't blog much about that as you could read it here.. but i do have an album for that lovely lunch here


There we were at italiannies, 1Utama having a good time :)








After the lunch, we followed justin back to his office and he demonstrated the home theater system to us even tho we already bought it! hehe..


As for saturday, we didn't do much.. me and my bb just stayed at home watching 24.. haha.. think we went to SS2 to buy prison break :p we're turning into tv series addicts!!

For sunday, we spent half of the day at home.. my bb polished my car headlights for me :) it was in a pretty bad shape condition.. took him a few hours to polished both lights.. here are the before and after pictures :-


The polished headlight.. it's supposed to be like this.. not like...








THIS!! :P










Can see the difference?? i've to thank my bb for taking his time to polished it for me *muacks*

setting a date and venue?

ATTENTION ALL BLOGGERS AND READERS!!!

We've been mentioning and talking about a get-to-know-each-other gathering for some time now SO now i'd like to know if anyone can make it.. to those who are not in KL, i'm sorry if you want to come but can't make it.. we'd definately have another chance to meet up BUT to those who are in KL and interested, please do help me to set up a date AND venue..

My bb will be leaving off for work soon.. like end of the month.. and we are going back to penang like next week or the week after.. we might drive off to there on either 10th or 11th.. so, when do you guys want the gathering? before we go off to penang OR after? we also have a wedding to attend on the 19th in KL.. so, we'd be free after that..

Plus, we need to set up a venue.. i think we should have lunch or dinner.. nothing fancy BUT you can take as much pictures as you want!! lol..

Suggestions PLEASE... we REALLY want this gathering to work out.. please do co-operate with us.. a million thanks~ :)

gathering?

Today me and my bb went for 'bak kut teh' at klang.. we met up with my bb's friend, justin.. my bb's high school friend.. below are some pictures my bb took :-


That's justin making the tea for us.. gurls, he's not bad looking... right? *hinting*








It's such a teeny weeny small lil tea cup..









I hardly eat pork so it's enough for them to munch it down.. i just drank the soup and ate mushrooms.. hehe


After eating, we went to sunway to see my bb's 'monster'.. the tein suspension is already there and the rest of the stuff would be arriving soon on friday.. so by then we'd take pictures of it.. so be patient, ya? :)

We then headed to 1Utama to try to get some movie tickets but the queue was damn long due to the public holiday today.. so we ended up buying 2 tickets for tomorrow's spidey show.. we got the GOLD class tickets :p


Yea.. RM40 each but i think it's worth it for the Spiderman 3 show.. don't you think so?





Btw, we got another gathering with lovegoddess, tony and justin on friday at 1Utama.. we're going for pasta! *yummy* and also i've discuss with my bb for a gathering.. a BIG one i hope.. for ALL the other fellow bloggers AND readers.. come on, people (zewt & jules, jane & douglas, joe, maxine) let's have a paaaaaaaaaaaaaarty!! to whoever who wants to crash the gathering, feel free to do so :)