movies anyone?

It's been erm.. not long ago i went to the cinema BUT it's been ages (at least that's how i feel) since i went to the cinema with my hubby.. i miss watching movie, feeding him cheezels, leaning against him, kissing him, hugging him and holding his hand in the cinema.. we usually would go for couple's seat.. hehe.. i can just put my legs on the seat and lean against my well-built hubby :)

Right, talking about movies.. am gonna watch 'Meet the Robinsons' at 4.45pm, Times Square with alice.. made a reservation 2 days ago.. so, i've to get ready soon! i think she'd be there to meet me after she's done doing her hair at the salon.. hmmm.. i wonder if she'd perm it or straighten it.. hehe.. probably will post a picture of her and will do a review for the movie when i come back home after dinner later :p

And bb, i LOVE you.. i'm the luckiest girl in the world :) *muacks*

ps: can't wait for you to come back and watch 'Spiderman 3', 'Transformers' and 'Shrek 3' together with you


Finally i'm back home!! together with alice.. the movie was awesome!! it's really funny and the storyline is good.. anyways, when i arrived at Times Square the queue to buy tickets were EXTREMELY long! luckily i have made a reservation earlier on like 2 days ago.. i went to the counter to get my tickets AND when i gave her my reservation number, it appeared that there's no data! so i gave her my phone number instead and VOILA! 2 tickets reserved *phew*

The movie was supposed to be 4.45pm but it only started at 5.15pm.. i gave alice the side seat.. a few mins later, a guy came with a full bag of food and he sat right next to me.. well, i thought he came to watch the movie alone.. gosh i was wrong! he came with another guy! haha.. yeap, the guy next to me is gay.. i got nothing against gay and i'm quite happy that a gay guy sat next to me.. at least i won't get molest or anything, right? :p~

Okay, i think i gotta go and eat now.. coz i just had 2 pieces of nuggets as my lunch.. i AM fungry (farking hungry) NOW *sigh*


I'd personally recommend this movie :) ratings? *thumbs up*









ps: ratatouille will be the next animation movie that i'd be looking forward to watch after Shrek 3.. hehe..


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are ALL girls the same?

Define what a girl means to you.. are ALL girls the same? being :-

- emotional
- unpredictable
- naive
- attention seeker
- bossy
- biatch / slut
- throwing tantrums / upset / angry easily
- materialistic and etc..

I just hope i'd be somehow different from that.. but i guess somehow i'm the same as the rest of them *sigh*

ps: okay.. i think it's time to close the girls AND cars topic.. coz i think some girls would be REALLY pissed off at me :p~

requirements?

Since i've blogged about cars and girls, might as well i continue the topic.. hehe.. how many of you guys attended a motorshow? did you go there for the cars OR the girls? oh yea, i see a smirk on your face.. don't deny it that most guys would go there for the girls..

Jesz was right.. she told me that most of the girls in the motor industry know nuts about cars.. especially those car's models.. i mean, come on.. you're posing for a CAR! modelling is a very professional job.. take a look at the 'The America's Next Top Model' hosted by tyra banks.. i remember i watched an episode where the girls were in Japan and they had to make a TVC for some food brand.. they were being briefed and they had to actually taste the food! so that they'd know what's the product like..

So as a car's model, they have to at least arm with minimum or basic knowledge about cars.. not just your pretty face or body! but then NOT many girls are pretty tho! LOL.. yea i'm bad.. but it makes sense right? okay, let me remind you.. when you want to have your dream job, you'd study for it right? take up a course so that you'd learn what's it about.. and when you actually apply for that job, they have some requirements where you at least have to HAVE knowledge on what you're doing! so why can't when they take in car's models, they set those requirements? not just requirements to be at least 5 feet tall and above, fair complexion, thin/slim and etc.. those models have to know what they are posing!

Whenever i attended motorshows, i'd actually wait for those models to shoo off before i take the pictures.. i mean, i do not want them to spoil those 'real beauties' they're posing for! come on, with half the car in sight and the rest of it cover by those models, aren't a pretty picture! for me at least.. i do come across girls who are REALLY into cars.. girls who can drift as well.. i guess those girls are just not interested to pose/model..

Being a motorshow girl, it's just a glamorous job.. you get to take pictures with cars AND if they're lucky enough, probably they might get a date or two or even more! and also they get to appear in car mags.. guys would start drooling over them on BIG HUGE pin ups *sigh*

Anyways, i'd like to try to experiment this theory.. that motorshow girls know nuts about cars.. the next time when i attend a motorshow/car launching, i'd ask them about the cars they are posing/giving out flyers! and it'd be fun to see their reaction :) muahahahaha *evil laugh*

ps: ok, i gotta go to the mechanic shop now.. my hubby's car parts (pistons, conrods & oil pump) are here already! yay! ~toodles~

vector graphics?

What is vector graphics?
Vector graphics (also called geometric modeling or object-oriented graphics) is the use of geometrical primitives such as points, lines, curves, and polygons, which are all based upon mathematical equations to represent images in computer graphics. It is used by contrast to the term raster graphics, which is the representation of images as a collection of pixels.

Look what i found when i was browsing some vector graphics :-


It's your car, bb! :)
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Another R34 but it's from blitz
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Pictures courtesy from deviantArt

why aren't girls not interested in cars?

It's quite funny though.. could say mostly girls do not really like cars.. yea they do like to be seen IN a nice car or a sports car or even a super car, but they know nuts about cars! hmmmm... eg: a friend told me that his friend picked a girl up from a club and she thought the guy's car is a 'ferrari' just coz it was a RED car! lol..

Well, i'm a car freak myself but i'm not a pro when it comes to cars.. i too knew nuts about cars and i'm still learning.. from car mags and from my hubby OR even the mechanic i went to! haha.. just why aren't girls not interested in cars? is it becoz guys would go crazy over a car and you'd have lack of attention from them? oh no, i doubt that coz some guys would attend motorshow just to see the girls! *wink*

Like when i read an article about the 600bhp GT-R from UK on the banzai mag i bought, i found out that the owner (Chris Hayes) of this 'beauty' was dumped by his gf just coz he wanted to get it.. but before that he told her that he's going to own one AND his gf said "over my dead body!".. oh dear, that's a wrong thing to say.. at least to me..

I think no matter what your guy has passion for, as his partner you should try to support him.. am sure the guy would REALLY appreciate it.. try it and see it for yourself :)

jealousy, do you have it?

Am very sure that each and everyone of you do somehow are a green eyed monster.. you would be lying if you said you're not..

So, what is jealousy?
The word stems from the French jalousie, formed from jaloux. Jealousy typically refers to the thoughts, feelings, and behaviors that occur when a person believes a valued relationship is being threatened by a rival. This rival may have no knowledge of threatening the relationship. Jealousy is a familiar experience in human relationships. It has been reported in every culture and in many forms where researchers have looked. The word "jealousy" is frequently used to describe what is more properly fixation on what someone else has.

I took the test and this is my result :-

Your Envy Quotient: 25%

You are an occasionally envious person, but jealousy doesn't usually get the better of you. You're wise enough to know that envy feels horrible - and does nothing to improve your life. A little jealousy is normal: so go ahead and let yourself feel it. But don't let it bum you out!

How Much Envy Do You Have?

cheap car mags?

Hmmm... do you think a RM9.90 for a car magazine is cheap?

Today when i went for lunch with my ex-colleagues, i dropped by a book store and bought a few car magazines.. 2 banzai mags and 1 autosalon.. the actual price for the banzai mag is ₤3.99 each and the autosalon is $8.99.. so er... i guess after the conversion, it's still cheap right? :p hehe..

Anyways, 3 of the magazines have something in common.. hehe.. all 3 of it has an article of a GTR! (a Monster Blitz Drift Skyline, a 600bhp GTR and a Bee Racing track R33 GTR) :) and there's a list of the top 10 greatest engines on the autosalon mag! i can't wait to read it..

Here's the mags that i bought :-


Bb, when you come back you can read it too :)

hate it or love it?

I found this skin last night and i modified it a lil to suit my own taste.. had to copy some html from my old template to the new one.. making sure all the font fits.. and also i had to find a way to enable the comments.. it took me a couple of hours.. and i finally slept at 5am.. yea, this morning.. i hope you'd like my new blog skin as much as i do! :)

ps: if you think the green is too bright for your eyes, adjust your monitor brightness then.. hahaha.. just jk.. will debug it when i have the time.. it's either you hate it or you love it.. so i need as many feedback as possible.. thanks but at the meantime, enjoy!~

do you have that look?

The Look of Love - Diana Krall

The look of love is in your eyes
A look your smile can't disguise
The look of love is saying so much more than just words could ever say
And what my heart has heard, well it takes my breath away

I can hardly wait to hold you, feel my arms around you
How long I have waited
Waited just to love you, now that I have found you

You've got the
Look of love, it's on your face
A look that time can't erase
Be mine tonight, let this be just the start of so many nights like this
Let's take a lover's vow and then seal it with a kiss

I can hardly wait to hold you, feel my arms around you
How long I have waited
Waited just to love you, now that I have found you
Don't ever go
Don't ever go


My hubby definately has the look of love.. fell instantly in love with him when i first met him in person :) there's just something about him and he's drop DEAD gorgeous

is it malaysians or...?

*phew!*

I just got back home from dinner at a typical chinese restaurant.. it's my grandma's birthday today.. she was born in 24th March 1930.. yeap.. 1930.. which makes her 77 years old.. i know she secretly hope that she'd be able to see her great grandchild before she leaves the world but i guess she has to wait for 2 more years :)

Anyways, as we entered the restaurant i was almost DEAF! why? coz of the people there.. OMG, the noise they made could really make me dizzy and pass out.. it's worse than the wet market.. it's more like a stadium full with people.. people were talking non-stop even if their mouth was stuffed with food.. darn.. people are trying to outdo one and another coz when they tried to talk to another person, that someone couldn't hear them! thus it worsen the whole situation! i tried to ignore the noise but i felt like there's a point when i couldn't take it anymore and end up running out from the restaurant yelling.. haha.. it was THAT bad.. can really turn someone perfectly sane into INsane! and we had to wait for our food for almost half an hour.. bb, i think you can't go there coz when you're hungry, you'd be impatient and loose 'it'.. hehe.. right? :p~

So, is this situation only happens in Malaysia, Asian countries OR just anywhere in this world? can anyone please enlighten me?

home?

Bb, i think this song suits you alot..

Home - Michael Buble

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

try outs?

For almost 2 weeks since my hubby went offshore, i've been staying at home or just went out to eat with my friends.. but today i went out with my high school friend, alice.. since it's her off today coz she's been working alot lately throughout the weekends..

Anyways, i was supposed to pick alice up at about 12.15pm but when i went to start my car, i couldn't! wth.. so i called my friend, han who owns a car accessories just nearby my place to come over.. i knew it that my car batt died.. han came over and got me a new batt.. it costed me RM180.. he said that i do not have to fill batt water for this batt.. oh right.. wohooo!

So after managed to start my car, i went to pump my car petrol.. i went to the Esso nearby my place and after paying, the car petrol attendant took the petrol cap out and helped me to pump petrol.. i was like 'er, i can do that myself' but then i let him do his job.. he then chatted me up.. asked me where i'm going, have i eaten yet, am i working or still studying and then asked me if i'm married *sigh* he was trying to pick me up! no? hmmmmm...

I left after my car petrol tank is full.. went to pick up alice and went to hartamas as i made lunch date with my ex colleagues.. it's been like almost 6 months that i haven't met them.. nurul was like 'i thought since you're married and all, i'd expect you to gain weight'.. i was like 'no way'.. hahaha..

About 2pm, i drove to 1U with alice.. we went to book a movie and we watched Mr Bean's Holiday..


Mr. Bean travels to the South of France on holiday, causing the usual mayhem and ending with an unscheduled screening of his video diary at the Cannes Film Festival.







After the movie, we went shopping! as usual, i took some pictures of me trying out on clothes.. this time i took it while we were in Forever 21


I bought this top for RM89.. what do you think? worth it?







Actually this piece is bare back.. totally bare at the back.. you won't be able to see it coz my hand is blocking 'the' view.. haha..









And oh, did i mention that it's not a 2 piece? it's 1 piece.. should i get it? hmmmmm...









ps: sorry for the crappy pictures.. bb, can i get a phone with better camera? hehe...

~ Condolences ~

Dear Alvern @ Zewt,

Words could not express how sorry i am to hear of your mum's passing. I know that it is hard to let go of those we love and spend so much of our lives with. I'm sorry. My heart aches for you and your family. Please accept my deepest condolences and may you find peace with time.

all over again?

Is it possible to fall in love All Over Again?

All Over Again - Ronan Keating ft Kate Rusby

(Ronan Keating)
Turn down the light,
Turn up the radio,
There’s a fire in your eyes, and its keeping me warm
Hold on to me like it was yesterday,
When we both felt our spirits collide

(Kate Rusby)
I remember the moment, being struck down by lightning
Since the first time I saw your face, and you smiled
Come and lay down with me
Fill the space that’s between us
Feel the magic that keeps love alive

This time, can be like the first time
Close your eyes and soon you’ll be there
No man could ever guess what you’re feeling
Turn a spark to a flame,
Make a wish, close your eyes, won’t you start all over again.

(Ronan Keating)
Just like the first time that you touched my skin,
All over again
I tasted heaven take me there again,
All over again

Your smile
Your touch,
Your taste,
It turns me on and on and on,
That I fall in love with you,
All over again

(Kate Rusby)
Come and step through the stars,
Take a ride though the universe.
As long as we’re here, lets take this whole thing in

(Ronan Keating)
What I’m trying to say,
Is that you are so beautiful
Let me say it, all over again.

Coz this time can be like the first time,
Close your eyes, but you’ll soon will be there
No man could ever guess what you're feeling,
Turn a spark to a flame,
Make a wish, close your eyes, won’t you start all over again.

Just like the first time you touched my skin,
All over again
I tasted heaven take me there again,
All over again

Your smile,
Your touch,
Your taste,
It turns me on and on and on.
That I fall in love with you,
I keep falling in love, with you.
All over again

All over again
All over again.

ps: i keep on falling in love with you, bb.. all over again.. each time whenever i look into your eyes or hear your voice

what is commitment?

What does commitment means to you? okay okay, i know there are many type of commitments in life BUT what i'd like to talk about is commitment to your spouse..

To tell you honestly, i've never had any serious commitment with anyone i dated.. i have work commitment, family commitment but not a spouse commitment.. the most i've done in a relationship was to meet the parents.. that's all.. ok ok, maybe that's NOT a big deal but it is to me.. and also, hmmmm... opening a joint account? that's a commitment too..

I've to say that i'm still new in this whole commitment thingy.. i felt uneasy or weird when my hubby gives me his atm card and leaves his cheque book with me when he's away working OR when he brought me to meet his family members.. okay, let's not say 'uneasy' n 'weird'.. i'm just not used to it and in a short time, i do not know how to react to it.. i never had anyone giving me money to spend nor having anyone to stay/live with me.. to be fully committed to me!

As i was cleaning up my room today, i've came across many of the stuff my hubby left here with me.. ALMOST everything.. his insurance, his house S&P (Sales & Purchase), his car registration card, his bank statements, his house loan, his cheque book and most importantly a couple of his authorization letters.. it really struck me that my hubby REALLY trust me alot and he's committing his whole life to me.. i never had a guy doing that to me before..

But sadly, i do not have those things to offer to my hubby.. all i can do to show him my commitment is that i'm married to him.. i'm there to take care of his needs, to be there when he's down, to give him the perfect family of our own, to stay loyal to him, never give up on him, be understanding and etc..

Seeing the ring which is on my finger now, i know that i've already committed to this man whom i've married.. so for better or worse, health or sickness, rich or poor, i'd ALWAYS by his side.. i've devoted my time, my love, my effort, my emotion to my hubby..

Bb, i just want to say that i'm totally committed to you and i'd NEVER EVER leave you.. i give you my promise.. i LOVE you :)

no birthday presents?

Oh well, for this year mostly i got my presents from shops rather than friends or family members *sigh* maybe that's the good thing being a member.. hehe..

First and foremost, i'd like to say thank you to Braun Buffel.. by giving me such a nice present even though i have to collect it personally at the boutique :)


They send me a b'day card! :)








And it says "Happy Birthday"! duh...








Then i collected my card from them at the boutique @ 1Utama







Surprise! surprise! no, this isn't a wallet..







It's a memo pad :)







Secondly i'd like to thank Padini Holdings Berhad for sending me a card as well..


It's not an ordinary card..








Ta dah! i got a 30% off on normal priced items.. not bad, huh?







Wait, that's not all.. here's a RM40 rebate voucher from them too!






Finally i got something from a friend, May which is:-


A BLV body lotion.. mmmmmmm....

it sucks?

Yeah it sucks.. especially to be alone at home today on my b'day facing this monitor when i face it almost EVERYDAY *sigh* i do secretly.. erm, openly hope that my hubby is here with me..

When i was much much younger. my family used to make a BIG deal about my b'day.. they'd buy/order a cake, throw me a party either at home or at my kindergarten/pre-school, buy me presents, sing me a b'day song and etc.. as i grew older, i have none of this already.. even i do not like a whole cake for my b'day now, i'd still appreciate it if there's a piece of cheese cake in front of me..

I do not know how people could have such great b'day parties with friends.. for me, i don't know where all my friends are :( it's just so hard to get hold of them *sigh* i guess no one really cares EXCEPT my hubby.. but he's just too far away..

My b'day is just like any other day.. just passing by quietly and before i realize, it already gone.. *poof*

A few hours later..........







This is what my hubby did for me and he posted on his blog.. he's such a sweetie.. really lighted up my day.. thank you bb! :) *muacks*

~ Happy Birthday to me!! ~

Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,
Happy Birthday to me!






It's 18th March now and it's my 26th birthday.. my hubby sms-ed me to wish me Happy Birthday.. i feel so lonely.. lying on my bed without my hubby next to me.. i couldn't sleep.. someone important to me, someone whom i love so dearly isn't here with me :( how i long to be in his arms.. to hear his heart beating for me.. every single beat.. how i miss my hubby so much.. *tears rolling down my cheeks*

I've only one wish for now.. i won't wish for money or diamonds or my dream car or anything.. i just wish my hubby is here with me now spending a day with me.. that's ALL that matters.. now

have you EVER laugh your ass off?

is it my b'day already?

Oh noooooooooooooo........ i'm turning 26 tomorrow (18th march 2007).. darn.. getting old.. like my hubby said last night to me "you're a 26 year old woman, not a 25 year old girl anymore".. T_T yea yea, but still i'm exactly 2 months younger than my hubby :p~

Today i went out to have lunch with a couple of friends.. may and her bf, kevin AND also ben.. we went to TGIF, 1Utama.. as usual i had pasta! hehe.. i forgot to take pictures of the food we ate but luckily i took pictures of ALL of us! my hubby wants to see, so i just took.. afterall, i want to blog about it ;)

Here's a few pictures :-


The lovely couple :) May and Kevin








Me and Ben..








Ben and May.. ben, you look so dark :p~






Before anyone ask or wonder if i got any presents, well.. to tell the truth, i only got 1 present which is from May.. as for Ben, he paid for my lunch! :) aren't they such good friends?


The box with blue wrapping paper is from May and the other one is from Braun Buffel.. they gave me a present on my b'day coz i became a member when i bought my hubby his wallet :)



ps: to view more pictures and to find out what's my presents, just click here

where is my hubby??

I'm searching desperately for my hubby.. where could he be? it's gonna be almost 24 hours soon in a couple of hours since i last chatted with him online *crying* i'm worried.. REALLY worried..

Here's a picture of him yesterday which he took while chatting with me on skype :-


I don't know where he is right now.. on the vessel at Gulf of Mexico OR still at the hotel *praying hard* please baby, sms me back so that i'd know you're alright.. i LOVE you *tears rolling down my cheek*

just a card?

No, it's NOT just a card.. it's a credit card! yea, so what's the BIG deal?

I know it's not a big deal now owning a credit card.. a person could easily apply for it if he/she is earning RM1,500 and above.. i was always the unlucky one.. most of my jobs, i wasn't earning that amount.. once i was earning RM1,450.. i was like, what?! i started off earning RM1,400 for it but after probation they increased RM50.. oh great, i was short of RM50 more to apply for a credit card *sigh* and then i switched job.. i took up the challenge and became an assistant remisier.. yea, i was earning good money.. BUT i still can't apply for a card! why, you may ask.. it's coz i did not have a salary slip! arrrrrrrrgh........... my boss hired me not the stock broking company so i did not have a salary slip which every bank requires every applicant to have it in order to apply for a card.. so i thought, that's it.. i'd NEVER own a credit card.. my mum doesn't have a card as she's just a housewife AND she doesn't believe in cards.. she prefers cold hard cash..

Anyway, as you all might ask.. why do i want to have my own card so desperately? well, i think having a card is just so convenient.. you can basically pay anything with just a card! but then it doesn't mean that it's okay not to carry cash :p also if i need lots of cash urgently, i could just swipe! let's say if anyone (me or my mum) needs to check into a hospital, then a credit card would come in handy.. don't you agree?

So, last few weeks ago after i came back from Singapore, i got an envelope.. it's from HSBC! hoooooooooray!!! FINALLY.... *sweat*

This is not just an ordinary credit card..








I've been chosen! what an honour...











It's not a silver nor a gold card.. it's a PLATINUM card! see, there's my name 'Nicole Foong' but then how i wish i could put 'Nicole Westwood' instead :p~





It came together with 2 brochures too! :)






I think for now, i've only used it twice.. i mean twice for my own purpose.. once for my Tamiya car model, the 350z and second time was for my parking at 1Utama yesterday.. there's this PLATINUM parking in front of 1Utama.. i just have to slot the card into the machine and it will automatically deduct RM8.. yea, RM8 for the whole day! usually my hubby will park there.. it's more convenient as he doesn't have to look for a pay machine and line up in a queue to pay for the parking.. most importantly, he doesn't have to search for parking! hehe..

I guess for me, i'd only use the card for any emergency use, parking at 1Utama and petrol for my car.. but if i want to use it for buying clothes or anything, i could.. as my hubby gave me his permission :p~ yea yea, it's a supplementary card.. i share the credit limit with my hubby and the credit limit is high enough for both of us *phew*

ps: weird but it's true.. i do not feel the urge to splurge and swipe the card all the time.. i don't feel the 'force' pushing me to buy things which i do not need by swiping the card.. hmmmmm, i wonder if i'd EVER OVERSPEND and 'burn' my card.. hehe..

LG phones?

I always thought that Nokia has the best phones ever.. it's user friendly and it's stylish.. but anyhow i wanted to try out using other brand of phones so i bought my 1st ever Motorola phone, V600 3 years ago.. it's my 1st flip phone actually.. it's not as user friendly as Nokia and it comes with only 5MB!

So, after that i got myself another phone.. about more than a year ago.. i bought a Sony Ericson phone, W550i.. it is actually a good phone BUT it's kinda too heavy (120g) for me to put in my pocket.. also the camera is just only 1.3MP without any flash and memory is 256MB.. well, as least it's better than my Motorola :p

Now, i've been searching around for a new phone! er... i told my hubby before but not too sure if he'd agree with me.. nowadays i think i'm interested in LG phones now since my hubby got his stylish LG KG800.. the downside of that phone is that it only comes with 128MB.. to me, i think LG is coming up with more nicer phones.. i just found 2! hehe..

First is the LG KE970 Shine.. this is how it looks like :-


This phone is 125g.. 5g heavier than my W550i.. as it's made of full metal.. however it's slimmer :p








The second phone is the LG KE850 Prada.. it's only 85g! wohoooooooo! and this is how it looks like :-


Oh, did i mention that it's touch screen? it's just like the iphone :) hmmm, if i were to get this phone might as well i get the iphone right?

love OR money?

Some people are just being pure materialistic BUT some might say that people have to be realistic too! no one can live without money.. so, who should i listen to or be?

Well, i've decided to be MYSELF! yea i like my hubby to pamper me once in awhile.. to shower me with gifts but the gifts could be just a simple gift.. as long as it's from the bottom of his heart.. and money is essential to keep our lives going on.. it seems like everything WILL eventually boil down to money..

So, between money and love.. which would i choose?

*drum roll*

You Would Choose Love

Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it.

Would You Choose Love or Money?

350z?

Before my hubby gets me the REAL 350z, he got me a 1/24 scale down 350z model from Tamiya shop at 1Utama.. hehe..

This is how the box looks like :-


The Xanavi Nismo Z!! it includes a pre-painted die cast under panel :)







See? the black under panel on the left of the box.. cool, eh? ;)






My hubby wants me to occupy myself by doing something when he's away.. isn't he thoughtful? well, i don't think you should ask why he got me a car model.. if you've known me a lil well enough by reading my blog then you should know that i LOVE cars :) THAT is the one and only reason how my hubby met me!

Oh yea, before my hubby got me this car model, i got him a GTR Z-tune model too.. check out his posting on the gift i got for him here..

ps: you can skip the whole top part and scroll down to the process of making the car model :p

Oh, before i forget.. i actually do own another 350z.. hehe.. the Top Secret 350z..


Hahaha! gotcha! it's a die-cast model :p~ sorry for the not-so-good picture as my photographer isn't here with me.. he's taking a 'break' for 2 months.. anyway, this model is limited edition so i've to wrap it up in plastic ;)

how am i coping?

It's 1.02am now and here i am, awake and typing this.. i had my dinner today at about 6pm ish and i watched some tv after that.. not long after that i fell asleep on the sofa! i was REALLY tired.. sigh.. but i did managed to drag myself up and went to take my shower.. right after that, i went straight to bed.. no, this usually doesn't happen to me.. and why did i feel so tired?

My hubby woke me up at about 11am.. we slept at about 6am actually.. we came back home quite late after having drinks with justin at Subang Jaya.. but before that we stopped by 7-11 (convenient store) to buy a small toothpaste for my baby to use offshore.. we took a few hours packing his stuff and throwing away some rubbish.. by the time we finished packing, it was like almost 6am! we slept for a few hours and woke up at 11am..

I sent my hubby to the KL Sentral as usual to take the train to KLIA (KL International Airport).. as i was driving, i didn't talk much but he was holding my hand.. i was moody.. silence in the car.. when we reached at KL Sentral, as usual my hubby kissed me and took his luggage out from my car.. i went out from the car and hugged him.. he kissed me and told me to take care of myself and be a good girl.. i almost cried and i just couldn't let him go.. but i know i had no choice as he'd miss his flight if i keep him any longer with me..

As i was driving home, i cried in the car.. yea, i am THAT weak.. i couldn't held back my tears and i just let it rolled down my cheeks.. i missed him already.. this is the 3rd time he's leaving for work ever since we got to know each other and i haven't gotten use to it..

I came back home after sending my hubby off and i just laid on my bed.. thinking about my baby and automatically i was crying again.. he called me when he was in KLIA.. he came online after his lunch and he called again before he boarded the plane.. tears were rolling down my cheeks again upon hearing his voice.. after hanging up on the phone, i cried again.. crying out loud this time.. i just broke down.. i'm just EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE..

I know i shouldn't be so weak and pour everything out here coz my hubby reads my blog.. he'd be sad knowing that i'm feeling this way BUT this is just me.. pouring my feelings out and not keep it inside coz i can just 'burst' one day.. as i'm laying on my bed, i feel so lonely.. coz he's not here with me.. now i've to take shower and sleep alone.. usually when i called my hubby, he'd replied me saying 'yes baby?' and i would say 'i love you'.. but all i have with me now is my baby's t-shirt.. like the last time, i hugged it to sleep.. coz i can smell him and feels like he's close with me.. when i called out to him now, there's only silence..

As i'm typing this now, tears rolling down AGAIN! f**k!! i miss my hubby terribly.. how i wish i could have him with me ALL the time.. but he told me he has to work for us and our future.. i told him i don't want the apartment or his car or him buying me the 350z.. i can just let all that go coz all i want is HIM.. i just don't know how am i gonna go through this.. i know i have to occupy myself.. i got things to do but for now, this is how i'm feeling and coping on the 1st night without my hubby by my side..


This is me and my loving hubby.. i love him til death.. may death do us part *cheers*





A letter to my hubby...

Baby,
How are you doing there? do you miss me? i know by reading this post, you'd be sad to know what i'm going through now.. and you'd feel helpless as you're so far away.. i know you want me to be happy.. to live my life as usual and wait for you to come home.. but i'm sorry baby.. not for now.. not these few days.. or maybe a week.. i 'died' when you got out from the car and kissed me goodbye.. i've lost my senses, my directions, my appetite and my feelings.. as you are the reason i feel happy.. memories just flashed right in front of my eyes every time i think of you.. the good and bad times we had..

Baby, all i want you to know that i love you alot and i wish you'd be home soon.. so i could 'live' again.. and don't worry.. i'd take care of myself and try not to let anything bad happen to me when you're away.. promise me you'd too take care of yourself too.. coz i can't afford to lose you.. fark it with the insurance you bought.. all that money without you is just useless to me as i'd trade ALL the things i have, is to have a life with Y-O-U..

LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER!!

why o why?

SIGH! my hubby is leaving tomorrow afternoon.. this time i don't know how long he'd be away.. maybe 6 weeks OR maybe more.. time really flies when we're having fun.. it's been more than 6 weeks since he came back from offshore and now he's leaving... *teary eye*



I know i've to be tough but the 1st week or so, i'd be not used to it.. no hugging and kissing from my beloved hubby.. i'd miss him terribly.. darn...

Why o why? life is so unfair.. in order to have something, we've to sacrifice something.. guess there's no easy way out in life.. but anyhow, i hope i'd be tough and strong for my hubby til he's back in my arms..

Baby, if you're reading this.. i just want to tell you that i LOVE you soooooooooooooooooooooo much and i really had a GREAT time with you these past few weeks when you're around.. you're the BEST hubby that i could EVER EVER ask for.. thank God i found you.. er.... actually you found me! :p~ *MUACKS*!

has it been more than 6 weeks already?

OMIGOSH!!! it IS more than 6 weeks now since my hubby came back from US! and it means he'd be going off soon AGAIN :'( why does time has to pass by so fast when i'm having fun? why O why? darn...

For the past 6 weeks, i had an incredible time with my hubby :-

1st week : in KL
2nd week : in penang
3rd week : in Langkawi
4th week : in KL (celebrating Valentine's Day & CNY)
5th week : in Singapore
6th & 7th week : in KL

I know i've been blogging ALOT lesser than usual.. well, as most of you know that my hubby is back so i gotta spend MOST of my time with him.. i realize that i haven't post anything about my Langkawi trip, my Valentine's Day celebration and my trip to Singapore YET.. hehe.. my hubby took me to places where i've never been to before! :) yea yea, i haven't been to Singapore til lately only :p~

A little about Singapore... hmmmmmm.... where shall i start? well, i LOVE Singapore!!! the streets are clean and the good thing is there's NO potholes!! how i wish Malaysia's street are like that.. sigh.... no one throw rubbish everywhere or spitting at places where you're not supposed to spit *yuck* and orchard road is H-E-A-V-E-N to every girl.. hehe.. shopping malls are just everywhere along the road.. THANK GOD i stayed at the hotel along that road.. haha! and where else can you get a mercedes taxi but in Singapore itself :) oh oh, did i mention that i've never seen traffic jam during my stay there? there's no old cars and no black smokey busses around *grin* and most importantly, people feels safe during the night while walking alone and taking MRT.. no fear of getting robbed OR raped OR being followed.. ok ok, i shall stop praising Singapore as maybe there's some bad points too.. anybody care to tell me?

pssssssssst, the only bad thing i found is that there's a speed limit in Singapore :( poor those Lambo OR Ferrari OR Porsche OR Maserati OR Subaru OR Evo owners.. they have to drive 80kmph when they can go more than that :p~

ps: will update my trip to Langkawi, Valentine's Day celebration AND Singapore trip when i have time :) for now, i'm gonna spend the last few more days with my hubby before he leaves for work soooooooooooooooooooooon :(